I didn’t know what to do when they came

I could see the hesitation in their eyes

Before they spoke I knew of his demise

They didn’t even have to say a name

I never expected it to happen so soon

The fear that crept up in me was real

Why did this happen it wasn’t the deal

We had only just gotten married in June

I don’t know what I am to do with my life

This man was meant to be here next to me

The future looks so grim from where I stand

What will happen to all that we had planned

I will no longer be loved as his wife

For my days to end quickly is now my plea